Self-ish..

Still challenging myself to blog daily, apa kan daya, sometimes, am just not in the mood.

Today is Friday 18th May, 2012. Kiddo has completed mid-term exams. Hence, no drill-hour, no homework etc.. I thot I just wanted to do nothing. Baring depan tv and practically do nothing.. was about to indulge in doing nothing, terpikir nak watsepp2 sekejap. Mem2 semua sebok dgn anak pinak.. so, back to doing nothing.. coming into the 11th minute of doing nothing.. I hear foot-steps that comes with "mummy, can we have pancakes", suara si abang. "i'm hungry". The later phrase, i heard it 3x times today. 

First at 3.30pm, fed him chicken rice, two hours later, had another bowl of rice. When we were done with dinner at 8.30pm, third request. Hence, mummy took the kids jalan2 citta mall. Saja cari nahas kan?! Since the little one is asleep, less pau-ing, so i thot..

Jalan2 part, she was sound asleep. The moment we entered presto, mata sudah bukak. O oh, pau time. First thing she saw was an ice cream cone box, and wanted jus that! Mummy happy. Si abang pulak saw a milk promo stand. He kept on taking d mini cups, almaklum la, kawan lapar! I think he wallupped 8 mini cups. Mummy's face cannot hide dah. Malu and serba salah, took one bottle. I know its good for him. Fresh milk kan.. However, duth lady fresh milk does the same too. This milk comes jersey cows kot, mahal nye tak terhingga. The bottle snapped costs abt RM9.35. Kena pau jugak lah. Jalan2 punya jalan, mummy pon felt like pau-ing something. "nestles' butterscotch chips"..

I think i shud change my entry title now.

RM 9.35, it is worth it when it is used to its very last drop.

And so the pancakes requested had the ingredient of jersey fresh milk. hopefully sedap! this is my lempeng keju. Or kiddo would call it, creamy cheesy  pancake with melted butter. 

While mummy was busy watsepping and making pancakes in the kitchen. little cikkiah was playing doll. i just had to snap Mr. Beh sleeping, on the floor.


Back to original entry title, i can not just have a do-nothing evening... or a self-ish moment... or some of us call it me-time.. although i want to, i just can't. i love the look on the kids face when they are slobbered with butter. penat pon hilang.. 


no matter how down or devastated i feel, how bad a day i have, how much i need to be alone thingy.... 


i am however glad i have... i feel that some close people to me are just drifting apart.. getting far far away.. however, some just got closer and closer..


Sekian. Chalos.